Can't go back

As my clothes got too big I threw them in the bottom of my wardrobe... That pile became WAY too big and was overflowing. I gave my family some of the stuff I thought they may like, and bagged up the rest to donate. My dresser and wardrobe are very empty now... Makes me want to buy new clothes! However I have a long way to go, and can't keep buying all new clothes over and over.

I'm 50 pounds lighter, and I'm not going back! My bad eating this past weekend is catching up though. I need to get back on track. I've been experimenting whether I should eat back the calories I burn, or do without. I'm going to eat them back this week, not in their entirety, but I'm going to try eating them back in fruits, whole grains, and veggies instead of junk (starting tomorrow). A retirement party at one of my favorite restaurants may spoil that tonight.

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